12.3.09

I'm relaxing by blogging... how weird is that.
It still is weird for me, since I don't like to wear my heart on my sleeve... and that's pretty much what this blog is. Uhh... No real revalations, just that I hate fast drivers. I was going 50 on a 45 mph zone, and some girl from my school, goes atleast 70, to pass me, which I think is asanine, but who am I to judge.

I'm really loving moby dick, it's very profound, but kinda shows me how messed up I am. Even more so than the bible. I guess it's because I don't pour over the bible as much as I do for english assignments, but it just reiterates how flawed society is, on an individual and societal level.

ThankfulFor; the ability to drive, and not having been in a car accident, yet, hope to never be in one. I'm pretty psyched that I get to drive, since a lot of my friends parents cant afford to spare a car, or pay for the extra insurance, which is crazy for kids my age, especially BOYS. >__> Not my fault. Higher insurance over giving birth, anyday.

PostScript; I was reading david yesterday, in second sam. and how his son did this, and blah blah blah. It got borring. I hate how I can't read feeling when I feel no excitement.

Shallow post, but hey, religious epiphanys don't just happen every day, you know, atleast for me.

Grey's anatomy + Bones + Fringe is on tonight, but I'll miss all of it; band concert!

PostPostScript; blogging is not relaxing, just taxes me more. I think I shall stop. Haha, the random postings is pretty much all i'm motivated for, I don't like this blogging about how my day was and all of that. You all have lives of your own, why mind mine... IDK conflicting feelings, I'm so AMBIVALENT. satword FTW.