Generations.
I'm beginning to see how much of an impact, or a lack of one christianity has on my generation. One of my friends posted a facebook update claiming all guys are dicks, so immediately I posted how girls just had a jaded view, and should hang out with better guys.I was assulted, by a barrage of girls who claimed all a guy wants is sex. I'm not going to deny that at my age, physical attraction is very strong, but a strict moral code, a sense of wanting to follow God should lead us away from being "dicks." I hate how most of the guys used as examples of being lady-chasers are church going kids, but it's like they go, and expect to be saved. There needs to be a revolution. Like no joke. This is depressing because I see it in myself too.
On sundays, I go to church, I try to act on my best behavior, but when it's mon-sat, when God's "not looking" I slack here and there, curse here and there, lie to her and him, etc etc. But it's not like that. I hate how I compartmentalize God into saying that oh, It's not sunday, blah blah blah. IDK, this is rambly. I've stopped reading the bible. it's very unhealthy, I'm starving, I know, but once I break a habbit, it's so hard to get back in.
I heard a new song at church today, it was Stronger by Hillsong. I'm in love with it now. EHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
I'm trying to organize vollunteer work for my local homeless shelter. i'm not doing enough for the lesser of my community, in which Christ charged us to aid, and embrace. I feel like there's so much to do, so little time, like I'm so meager, I'm drowning in Christ's love, but I don't know how to channel it.
I'm being kinda wierd. I have so much ambition, but I don't know if I have the strength to carry it all out... Failure is a huge blow to ego = bad = timid me. IDK. I saw all these teens doing a whole mess of volunteer work at the american church I go to and I wish I could live in an environment where I was only surrounded by christians, but I know that's not what I should do.
Maybe I should go to a Christian college... I'm seriously thinking about that now.
Today has been such a wierd day.
On sundays, I go to church, I try to act on my best behavior, but when it's mon-sat, when God's "not looking" I slack here and there, curse here and there, lie to her and him, etc etc. But it's not like that. I hate how I compartmentalize God into saying that oh, It's not sunday, blah blah blah. IDK, this is rambly. I've stopped reading the bible. it's very unhealthy, I'm starving, I know, but once I break a habbit, it's so hard to get back in.
I heard a new song at church today, it was Stronger by Hillsong. I'm in love with it now. EHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
I'm trying to organize vollunteer work for my local homeless shelter. i'm not doing enough for the lesser of my community, in which Christ charged us to aid, and embrace. I feel like there's so much to do, so little time, like I'm so meager, I'm drowning in Christ's love, but I don't know how to channel it.
I'm being kinda wierd. I have so much ambition, but I don't know if I have the strength to carry it all out... Failure is a huge blow to ego = bad = timid me. IDK. I saw all these teens doing a whole mess of volunteer work at the american church I go to and I wish I could live in an environment where I was only surrounded by christians, but I know that's not what I should do.
Maybe I should go to a Christian college... I'm seriously thinking about that now.
Today has been such a wierd day.
posted by Andy Cho at
11:01 PM
4 Comments:
:) interesting post.
The thing about Christian colleges tho is that not everyone is really Christian there. Doesn't really help much i think.
It's cool how you have a heart for the community and broken people in this world. Let your relationship with God and His word drive your actions.
Keep us posted!
WAHHHHHHHHHT. lol i think it's a difference.
i'm thinking about going to christian college too. :D. i wants to go to baylor<3. DAVID CROWDER WENT THERE!! lolol.
i thought summer would be easier to get closer to God w/ but it's actually proving to be a whole crapload harder. D:
Yeah def. If you can't seek after God when you have school and homework, you're not going to be able to do it when you have free time.
it's a lot harde for me to get closer to God,let alone maintain my relationship with Him, since during the summer I lack a structured day and don't scheduel it in....
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