Post MKCC
I think it's MKCC, I'm not sure of the acronym though.
The retreat was good, and I hate saying that, but I think David Tauler's style of preaching, and his contraversial, sometimes taboo sermons are a refreshing dose of reality. Although, I do hate leaving retreats only because you lose the immediate satisfaction of fellowship with peers who come from where you come from, leaving you empty. There's always a group of friends, who are christian and support you, from the church or your school, but I'm profoundly met with a sense of emptiness when I woke up from a nap. I kinda ache, to be honest, to find a YG made up of PKs. ):
Anyways. I liked the sermon on abortion, just goes to show that most "faith" is without action, wheather it's from lack of knowledge on a particular subject matter, or just complete disregard for instruction given to us in the Bible. Just goes to show that we can't fault them for being ignorant, since we are charged to inform, to teach, and to spread the message given too us.
I liked the, "I am your master now, if your old one comes back, just come tell me, and I'll take care of it" (David Tauler, sermon on Who's your daddy.)
I feel fortunate for being in the position I am in, I hate to say it, but hearing some of the horror stories makes me very thankful for what I am, but also makes me worry that my happiness could be stripped away.
I am in awe of some people, they have great strength, in the face of hardship, they still raise their hands to praise God, I don't know if I could to a certain degree.
I'm very much a mama's boy, and am very close to my mother. She keeps me in check when it comes to my faith, and for the longest time, I had a severe fear that if satan were to try and shake my faith, my mother would be the first to go. I know that God doesn't give you more than you can handle (Thanks Nissi; Shalom, you're brother gives great advice... He isn't as mean as you make him out to be.)
I don't think anyone reads this anymore. I like that. I want a journal to write in, but I hate writing, maybe I should type it.
Licence Friday. Pray for me to be safe on the road, driving scares me. I am still very much so green. Humans have too many variables, and make too many mistakes.
Marching Band is killing me, now that it's preventing me from going to FH
The retreat was good, and I hate saying that, but I think David Tauler's style of preaching, and his contraversial, sometimes taboo sermons are a refreshing dose of reality. Although, I do hate leaving retreats only because you lose the immediate satisfaction of fellowship with peers who come from where you come from, leaving you empty. There's always a group of friends, who are christian and support you, from the church or your school, but I'm profoundly met with a sense of emptiness when I woke up from a nap. I kinda ache, to be honest, to find a YG made up of PKs. ):
Anyways. I liked the sermon on abortion, just goes to show that most "faith" is without action, wheather it's from lack of knowledge on a particular subject matter, or just complete disregard for instruction given to us in the Bible. Just goes to show that we can't fault them for being ignorant, since we are charged to inform, to teach, and to spread the message given too us.
I liked the, "I am your master now, if your old one comes back, just come tell me, and I'll take care of it" (David Tauler, sermon on Who's your daddy.)
I feel fortunate for being in the position I am in, I hate to say it, but hearing some of the horror stories makes me very thankful for what I am, but also makes me worry that my happiness could be stripped away.
I am in awe of some people, they have great strength, in the face of hardship, they still raise their hands to praise God, I don't know if I could to a certain degree.
I'm very much a mama's boy, and am very close to my mother. She keeps me in check when it comes to my faith, and for the longest time, I had a severe fear that if satan were to try and shake my faith, my mother would be the first to go. I know that God doesn't give you more than you can handle (Thanks Nissi; Shalom, you're brother gives great advice... He isn't as mean as you make him out to be.)
I don't think anyone reads this anymore. I like that. I want a journal to write in, but I hate writing, maybe I should type it.
Licence Friday. Pray for me to be safe on the road, driving scares me. I am still very much so green. Humans have too many variables, and make too many mistakes.
Marching Band is killing me, now that it's preventing me from going to FH
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