6.12.09
IT'S A FRIDAY, tgif<3
haha, so I found out what I got on my final exam for spanish 3... It was a 66% (8
It's okay though, I still ahve a 96 for the year, 'cause I'm just amazing like that.
More and more these days I find myself at fault for a lot of stupid things. I hate being so jealous, when I see something I want, I hate that person, it's not just items, it's more like what they have, physically, personality wise, and just everything in total. Haha, I'm like Pip from Great Expectations, I can never be happy with what I gots. lately, I've been feeling really detached from everyone. Even today, my friends were doing this "love fortune" thing with cards, and I was kind of a wet blanket, on their fun. They claimed it was harmless and just for amusement, but I saw it as something else. I didn't know if it was good or bad, since false prophesy and all that crap is out there, and i know it wasn't for that intent, yet I still felt like I shouldn't do it, and became the only one who didn't partake in the "fun." This led people to believe something was wrong when it wasn't. Heheh. I'm glad everyone's doing okay, Angi, Shalom, Joe, whoever else reads this.
I have a question for you guys, let me set up a senario.
Say you're in a subway, in the last car, and suddenly someone pulls out a gun, and shouts, "I need one person to sacrifice themselves, and get shot to save everyone else." Would it be wrong for you to sacrifice yourself for the sake of getting blessed, since you're putting up security for others, or would it be better for you not to do it at all. In the bible, it says that God reads into the intention, not just action, but is all that action then just worthless? IDK, wierd stuff.
License in about a month, later than I wanted it ):
haha, so I found out what I got on my final exam for spanish 3... It was a 66% (8
It's okay though, I still ahve a 96 for the year, 'cause I'm just amazing like that.
More and more these days I find myself at fault for a lot of stupid things. I hate being so jealous, when I see something I want, I hate that person, it's not just items, it's more like what they have, physically, personality wise, and just everything in total. Haha, I'm like Pip from Great Expectations, I can never be happy with what I gots. lately, I've been feeling really detached from everyone. Even today, my friends were doing this "love fortune" thing with cards, and I was kind of a wet blanket, on their fun. They claimed it was harmless and just for amusement, but I saw it as something else. I didn't know if it was good or bad, since false prophesy and all that crap is out there, and i know it wasn't for that intent, yet I still felt like I shouldn't do it, and became the only one who didn't partake in the "fun." This led people to believe something was wrong when it wasn't. Heheh. I'm glad everyone's doing okay, Angi, Shalom, Joe, whoever else reads this.
I have a question for you guys, let me set up a senario.
Say you're in a subway, in the last car, and suddenly someone pulls out a gun, and shouts, "I need one person to sacrifice themselves, and get shot to save everyone else." Would it be wrong for you to sacrifice yourself for the sake of getting blessed, since you're putting up security for others, or would it be better for you not to do it at all. In the bible, it says that God reads into the intention, not just action, but is all that action then just worthless? IDK, wierd stuff.
License in about a month, later than I wanted it ):
posted by Andy Cho at
5:21 PM
4 Comments:
... i shall wait until someone else comments...
No one loves me enough to comment ):
Well if I were to comment i would ask "Why would anyone risk their life to get blessed?" It's like a taliban suicide terrorist who instead of doing terrorism, is lucky enough to die to get blessed? i dun really see who would do that..."
... but i'm not...
It's that lately I see a lot of other people I know, along with myself doing things for the sake of doing them. Not really doing it was a whole heart, or even just because I want to, but more out of obligation, knowing it's the "right" thing to do. Like the bible, Last night it was downstairs, and I was just going to be lazy and not read it, but I went down, and did my usual reading, out of knowing it was better for me to do than not, even though I thought that with my brain, and not my heart.
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