3.20.09

Happy first day of spring everyone.
I have to go to my first lesson, private lesson >__> Wish me luck, I'm so nervous. Anyways, I thought of something today... What exactly is the devil's work. Like I almost didn't have small grou ptoday, because the one whose house we were going to use thought it was only ONE time told me last minute, then we had to find another house, and it was her time to sort of lead, but she said she didn't know, and that she said no because she didn't have time when I told her 2 weeks in advance... and that she had to dip out on the sg. meeting because of dinner plans... So is this the devil's work, or just a mis-communication?? Wierd... I was told by someone not to overspiritualize things, but sometimes things in our lives that were from something beyond our knowledge underwhelm us. We brush it off as something small, when it could be potentially large. This is ramblish, and I was kinda upset about this. And it was twice that she "didn't hear" -___-. & I know I told her. 100% so it's just 3 members this week. I'm finding truth in what joe told me, it's better to have few that are devoted, than a lot who are just there... This is unfair, and if any of you guys read it, it's not meant to be demeaning, I understand the parental consent and whatnot.