1.6.09

LOL, today's going to be borring. My small group is comming into action quite well. We have 6 members including myself, but 3 of us are 'leaders?' IDK how it happened but I'm glad it's not just me that has to 'lead' :P. Because this small group is on the down low, I've named the 6 people as to not give their identities away. Number 2 proposed that we continue the smallgroup all year around, but I wanted to do a 12 week course, which would just create the bond (my original hope) that would help us open up to eachother more. But I guess this is good too... IDK, I woke up late today, at 6:32am and rushed to school. I was kinda like BLERF becuhz I was indeed late, but I was thankful that my mom woke up when she did, I was thankful for the quickly warming shower, and I was thankful that there was relatively no traffic. I'm beggining to be more thankful in every situation, I find that the silver lining makes me calm, and more logical! Thank's God for this type of mindset I'm trying!! Like today, I had just woken up from a nap, which I didn't intend to happen, but I started homework, so I was cranky, but what made it worse was that my dad came home and was eating dinner, which frusturates me more. He dosen't chew with his mouth closed so this SHLOP SHLOP SHLOP CHAP CHAP CHAP sound occurs when I'm doing homework, but then I quelled my anger, which was quite strong at that point, because I chose to stay, and be okay with it because I was the one who didn't want to move downstairs (it's dark and cold) so blerf. YES, Today, I totally studied for geometry, and the result was a good grade! I wonder, Joe, do you read this every day? O__o;; I might edit this later, I read the bible too late last night so I'm going to have to read it before I sleep, which means I'm going to have to read it at like 9:00pm, I've been really into reading the bible lately, I hope it dosen't fade. BYE JOE, WHO I WON'T SEE TILL SATURDAY D: <33
shaloom, see you then too.