10.10.09

So it's been 4 days since my last upday, that just shows you how uneventful my life is (Which I'm totally thankful for!) :P
Anyways, last night wasn't that normal. Uhm, I went to sleep around 1:40am after reading this book for fun for like 3 hours. But before that, I prayed and it was literally, no more than 20 words, and it wasn't that I was too tired, which is what I told myself, but that I got lazy, and boy do I regret that now >__> After prayer, I read 1 chapter of Job, and proceeded to read my 'fun book' as previously stated. I don't know when it happened, but during the course of my night, I had a nightmare. It scared the S&!# out of me... I had a dream within a dream? or a nightmare within a nightmare... So it started as me being awake inside this dream, and I could see everything in my room, it was vivid, like a picture, really like I was awake, anyways, I knew that something was wrong, so I tried to turn to my left, which is where my nightstand is. But I couldn't move, there was something pushing down everywhere, it didn't hurt, it just felt like there was a giant rubberband around me, and I wasn't strong enough to stretch the elasticity. So I woke up, yet I was still in the dream (the dream within the dream part of this post) so I got freaked out, and There was this ominous looking shadow, the silouette (s/p?) of a body, on the cieling >__>, needless to say, I cried out for my Savior. Screaming within my mind various calls, pleads for help, and after what seems like an eternity, but what I'm sure was only a couple of seconds, I wake up with a start, immidiately turn on my lamp (which is conveniently a touch activated lamp) but am too tired to overthink, and just pass out. >__> I need to take prayer more seriously, than just some nightly routine that I can sacrifice at any whim. :P I still feel good though! I read 1 chapter, even though I didn't want too. (: 1 step at a time... I wonder if anyone will read this today, since the rally, I'm so jealous of you guys ):